ABOUT MY MOM #1

February 12, 2023

My mom is everything to me. We sleep together until she's gone. I know, that should my dad sleep with her. But, I don’t even know the true storie why I sleep with her, not my dad, hahaha. I really can’t sleep if my mom did'nt beside me. When I was sleeping and then I woke up, I got my mom did'nt beside me. I got up and looking for her and asked her to sleep with me. I really remember, when I was 18 (it was our last year together because I actually always did it :')), my mom was sleeping in other room so I reached and I asked her, “Mom, I wanna sleep. Let sleep with me. I can’t sleep without you, mom. Come on. Hurry up. I’m really sleepy.” My mom always like, "Yes-yes, wait-wait." And sometimes, "Just go sleep. What are you afraid of?" hahaha.

When I posted my mom’s pic, I said to her, “Mom, I just posted your pic and the caption is ‘My World’.” She was smile with those eyes. I know those eyes meant “You’re my world, too.”

When my mom was here with me, I was feeling save. So, I don’t have to think what peoples think, because it’s doesn’t matter. Because I have my mom. She will always love me no matter what I do. But, peoples? They can ignore me, leave me, and mean to me. Even there are peoples mean to me, but I have my mom, it’s DOESN’T MATTER. Because I have someone who really really really loves me. It’s so hurt when peoples mean to you, but you can’t tell anybody, you don’t have home to give you calm and love.

My mom is my life. I did everything with her. I see her when I just open my eyes and see her before I close my eyes. When I told her about a man, she said, “Hurry-scrurry (haphazard). He will not be that easy to get my lovely daughter.” Hahaha. She’s been very concerned about my love affairs lately. When a man proposed to me (he live far from my city), my mom said, “It’s too far. How me if you’re far away? Don’t go far….” I said, “Me too, mom. I can’t live far for you.” We are like a one body. So, what happen to me after she leaves me? ------ I still have my dad tho, and my lovely Allah hihi

I miss you, mom. A lot. I want to be with you. I hope when my turn comes, Allah takes me and let we life together. In another world.